NaNoWriMo 2018 Update
*I VOTED, DID YOU?!*
There is SO MUCH to include that affected my depression from development to evolution that I struggle to keep some kind of coherence. However, I also try to remind myself that while this will end up feeling good to some extent I think (cathartic as a friend put it), it doesn't matter in the long run. NO ONE will ever read this so it doesn't matter if it's a little chaotic and stuff. Sigh. I think I'm just struggling to focus, like I have with everything all year.
So apparently in addition to problems with focus, I've been having a trouble with motivation. I know it'll feel good, both the content and the completion of NaNoWriMo, but knowing it doesn't matter is the opposite of helpful in that regard. Sometimes writing all this out is flowing quickly and easily while others it just sort of stutters out. I suppose that could also be said for writing anything else too. Anyway, I am trying to keep chugging along. Rewarding myself helps too. Go go game time, movie time, and left over candy :P
I am on track still and have reached almost 9000 words, but I'm wondering if I even have enough content to reach 50k. We shall see I suppose as I have plenty of life experiences to pull from.
There is SO MUCH to include that affected my depression from development to evolution that I struggle to keep some kind of coherence. However, I also try to remind myself that while this will end up feeling good to some extent I think (cathartic as a friend put it), it doesn't matter in the long run. NO ONE will ever read this so it doesn't matter if it's a little chaotic and stuff. Sigh. I think I'm just struggling to focus, like I have with everything all year.
So apparently in addition to problems with focus, I've been having a trouble with motivation. I know it'll feel good, both the content and the completion of NaNoWriMo, but knowing it doesn't matter is the opposite of helpful in that regard. Sometimes writing all this out is flowing quickly and easily while others it just sort of stutters out. I suppose that could also be said for writing anything else too. Anyway, I am trying to keep chugging along. Rewarding myself helps too. Go go game time, movie time, and left over candy :P
I am on track still and have reached almost 9000 words, but I'm wondering if I even have enough content to reach 50k. We shall see I suppose as I have plenty of life experiences to pull from.
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